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September 26th, 2005

お疲れ様です!(otsukaresama desu, tired with work, “hanging there”)

Today I had a flashback about an old movie with Michael Keaton, “Gung Ho” (1986). A chinese title for a movie about a Japanese carmaker takeover of an American small-town factory.
The movie, a comedy with drama, highlighted the differences between the Japanese worker and the American one. Or at least between the attitude towards work.
One scene in particular that I remember, when a Japanese employee working in the middle of the night, is given the news of his wife having given birth, but he can’t reach her as he’ silently forced to stay in the office.
That was clearly an exaggeration.. however, from time to time it may happen to have to be working late, and to have to give up on social life. Specifically, today, (now yesterday), Sunday 25th, was my birthday, and, incidentally also the day I worked to the latest hour in recent times.
I’m not into birthday celebrations and I’m aware of the need to meet milestones (that’s the nature of the business). However, when one doesn’t have the freedom to decide wether or not to celebrate a birthday, or take a vacation, when it becomes a constriction, the effect is different. One feels like he’s missed a chance. On the other hand, it’s perhaps it’s also a good way to appreciate things. For example, the fact that this summer I didn’t have a chance to take a vacation, made me somewhat want to take one when I can (and not just to go to Italy to visit relatives and to rest).
Friday was also holiday, but I went to work. From 1PM till 9/10PM. So, basically, now I’m heading into a new week of work, without having taken any real rest… and I’ll probably be working again till 10/11PM every day. That’s got to be somewhat heavy 8)
A real issue with that, is that doing simple things such as laundry and getting an haircut, or buying groceries, becomes a bit complicated if not impossible.
Some groceries can be bought at the convenience stores, while getting an haircut is really mostly out of question.
My mealtonin pill is starting to make effect and I think I’ll head to bed… zzzzzzzzz

Posted by Davide Pasca in Uncategorized

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9 Responses to “お疲れ様です!(otsukaresama desu, tired with work, “hanging there”)”

  1. ragin' lion says:

    Here’s a sign that something’s gone wrong: You don’t really mind missing out on vacation or important events in life.

    Just be glad you’re not married and are missing out on your wife’s or child’s birthday or some other “once in a lifetime” type event. 8P

  2. rince says:

    hhmm I remember when working on Two Towers for EA, they offered us free housecleaning and laundry services. Apparently at EA its standard practice to offer that to eomplyees during ‘crunch’ time. Dinner was also provided every night.

  3. ragin' lion says:

    Rince, how much weight did you put on during that time? For me, crunch dinners == getting fat. :(

  4. Davide Pasca says:

    ragin: I never really believed in “important events in life”. I remember that as a kid I was looking forward to celebrate my birthday, because I could get presents and attentions.
    That’s however a bit sad, to think that one has one day of the year to feel special. I’d rather feel special all the while. Not having to wait for a predestined time of the year to do something.
    I guess that’s a bit like not wanting to go to sleep at night 8P

    rince: I think that we both agree that benefits are bullshit 8) (technically, a palliative)
    Sure it sounds great and, considering that crunch time can’t be avoided, one can only be thankful.. however, it still sounds like an “ammision of guilt” from the side of the rich publisher that wants you to feel at ease with working like a madman.

    Certainly, working late with workmates can have its social benefits.. sharing difficult situations, improves relatioships and teamwork. It’s some sort of camping-survival-coder-training..

    However, towards the real end of the project, it starts getting quite heavy, with producters and bosses begging for the last minute tweak.
    While the (sane) programmer is thinking: “if it’s not broken, don’t fix it !”.

  5. Davide Pasca says:

    ragin: about getting fat.. I don’t think that that’s much of an issue for a marathon runner (that would be Rince 8P).

    I haven’t gone in the gym in a while and I’m fearing the time when I’ll go back and weigh myself.. although I think that this kind of stress makes me somewhat eat less.

  6. ragin' lion says:

    Kazを言ったI never really believed in “important events in life”.

    Yeah right Mr! Don’t try that trick on me! 8P You tellin’ me that given the chance to spend with your family when they come visit or have to be crunching, you’d prefer crunching?

    I was using birthdays as an example … My birthday literally comes and goes; I don’t celebrate it.

    But because of crunch in the past I’ve missed “once in a lifetime” things like:

    1.) Friend’s marriage
    2.) Cattle Drive with some friends at Big Bend Park

    The real sad thing was that I “sacrificed” those things for the company (or rather the incompetent management) … and there was no real benefit to the crunch at the end of it all.

    The opportunities to take part in those two events are lost forever … 100% my fault too.

    The anti-fat methods I learned while crunching was to basically drink mostly water (if not only water) and if I must eat, eat mainly fruits and vegetables. It’s not really exciting, but I never want to weigh over 85kg again! 8P

  7. ragin' lion says:

    Actually, I take my last statement back. If I weigh over 85kg and it’s mostly muscle, you won’t hear me complaining! :)

  8. rince says:

    Horseback riding vs coding???!!!

    Anyway you never know what could’ve happened if you went riding.

    You could’ve fallen off the horse and broken your back, instead you safely sat in front of your computer and wrote game code that is now enjoyed by 1000s of gamers worldwide!

    Maybe the correct solution is balance. Plan your vacations and social events and get approval from your managers well in advance so that they can put it into their schedule.

    And then if they screw up the schedule with bad planning its their problem and you should take time off work and enjoy your vacation or recreational event regardless.

  9. ragin' lion says:

    I was more worried about getting stung by scorpions or bitten by snakes. 8P

    Balance is definately the proper solution.

    In that particular case, there was this unspoken “motivation method” in that those who weren’t “team players” in the “time of need” either got bad marks on their review or got laid off … people were also told at the time that if we didn’t meet our milestone it was “game over” for the company.

    It still was ultimately my fault, I should have took the time off and not worried what the management perception of me would have been.

    Fortuantely, the management on that project was given the heavy axe after it’s completion.

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